I also have a few questions for Train. I do not want to do things all wrong.
When W and I first split I moved out of our room into my Mancave and literally moved all my stuff into that room. I have since decided that I am moving back into our bedroom because im not going to let her see that I am hurting and cant sleep in the same bed that we once did. do you think this was a good move or should I stay in my other room. Remember she does not live with me ATM. I also started being busy allot out later than usual stuff like that I don't think that she checks but just encase. Then the other day I had a wild hair up my butt. I decided to take two martini glasses and put them in the dish strainer along with a drink shaker. Don't ask me why I did it but I guess I just wanted to present the appearance of me having a life and not just being by myself. I hope I didn't jack this up, also I hope I didn't present the appearance of being with another woman. Unless that could be a good thing. I really don't know I was kinda going by the seat of my pants and what I felt was right at the moment. please give me some input.
I still do not reach out to her or anything but I do know she comes by most every day while im gone. I also started cooking my own dinners. I never really showed her that I knew how to cook allot of things but now I am going to lay it all out there lol. Last night I made a killer crockpot dish, and I will toot my own horn for it. Well when I got home I noticed she had come home and in fact eaten dinner while I was out. kinda made me smile.
Gotta say EVEN though I miss her more than anything, things do seem to be getting better and I don't find myself dwelling on the past as much. and the pain though ever present doesn't hold as much weight. I think the detach phase is in full swing and I am starting to pull through. But deff. not out of the woods not by a long shot. There will be no success until I can hold and kiss my W again! bring on the MARATHON!!!!!!
