Karma and Cali... didn't see your posts earlier. Thanks for coming around.
Karma- you are right. Some times xh does things and I'm like, really? Its a little bit of bizarre-o world, though.
I think he wants me there to beat up, walk on, use, and lead-on until he is done. I mean, what the heck else does he want? I got nuttin else from him being around. Does he think I'm just gonna hang around for that? No thanks. Got better things to do. Like... clean the bathroom.
Just like I told Shining: He's an @ss hole. Pass the salt.
I think that's my mantra.
Cali- Smokes! Is she ever pulling on those heart strings with that babe! It REALLY bothered me before that he was doing this with someone else. It's not like we divorced and he started a respectable r after that. The chick got knocked-up unintentionally while we were married. Then they set up to play house while I was living in oblivion. So it bothered me that he was going through this process with the likes of her, and she thought it was so exciting and a happy time. All the while- his wife and kids were devastated. But there was nothing I could do but watch as he shared this experience with her- and they now share a child. AAAwwwwwwww..... sweet, right?
Well, I just don't care so much anymore. I thought he took away from what we had, and really he did. But more than anything, he took away from himself. Because- me and the kids, we are still it. We are still a tight, close loving family. He didn't value that. His loss.
I am not sweating thing as I did before. I am not sure why or what exactly happened inside of me. But... they can have their mock family.
