Masterpiece...

[Jer2911]

Yes -- definitely agree that I want a level trip... But also enjoying this feeling as I have it... and it's still going strong this evening because I am feeling strong and very confident about my ability to continue on a very successful individual journey of change and growth...


W came home to pick up S7 for football practice... She was in a really good mood and was very friendly towards me -- I could almost see glimpses of old W in her eyes... And then, just before she left the house she noticed my new haircut and seemed surprised... almost pleasantly surprised (but maybe that's wishful thinking on my part)... And told the girls to tell me that it looks great... (Not that she thinks it looks great, but as a way to instruct the girls to compliment me on my hair)... But not to worry -- I'm not being fooled by the behavior... I'm not stupid enough to think that she's had a complete change of heart while she was away at work today -- she was in monster mode this morning so I'm just assuming she's in a good mood for other reasons not related to me. But it was still nice to see glimpses of "her" this evening -- at the very least it makes things a bit less tense and stressful around here.

Planning to have a good evening to myself -- finishing up some grading now (or as soon as I finish this update) then going to settle in for some reading, reflection, maybe watch American Idol, and then some prayer time before bed. Hoping to awake strong and peaceful tomorrow! :-)