Devastated Husband; Need Advice...Part 2

[TLEE86]

I'm failing more and more this week and I need a break. C is right, I'm driving myself insane and I truly believe I'm about to lose it and will end up saying or doing something I will regret doing, as small things are already happening or sharing with W that things have been crappy lately and I'm processing stuff. She's said those same things but i can feel myself mentally breaking down.

I need to take a step back but I can't because I enjoy our convos. But I have to...I think for the first time I don't have a choice but to detach. If somehow I'm able to maintain the level of communication I have now, then great but if I don't detach somehow soon, I'm gonna break