Yeah Toots, I don't know. I'm torn. The thing I want the most is to happily married to W but that's not really working out too well at this point. I know she has issues from childhood sexual abuse and that's really poisoning everything. But she's a grown woman and has made choices that she may not be happy about. I'm definitely not happy about those choices.
I do want to reconcile but she's still far away from even going there. And yes, I can't take this limbo much longer.
M: 59 W: 53 M: 9 yrs T: 14 yrs No kids together but D30(hers), S27, S24, D21(all 3 mine) W moved out 11/18/2013 D-Day 12/14/2013 W moved back home 12/1/2014
