The END Hopefully they live happily ever after....

[DFE]

Today is a hard day? Why? I don't know. It should be like any other day for me but for some reason I woke up filled with anxiety and regret. I always feel I could have done more had I known how. He came back a few times and that was my chance. I should have gave home my all but things blew up so fast I didn't have a chance.

I was hurt and angry and processing my own feelings by the time he blew up and said it was over. That was a few weeks after he had moved in and we continued to live together for 9 months. At that point he was completely shut down and done.

Now again I'm full of regret wondering if him reaching out to me is his way of extending an olive branch. For some silly reason I think the man loves me. Didn't want to break up his family. And just didn't know how to make the fighting stop. I wish I could go back and do things differently.