Thanks bright, train , karma. Helps knowing others have your back.
Bea, I'm sorry you had this three times. It's awful. I feel like I'm going through withdrawal all over again.
And you are most certainly correct- he is no longer the person I loved. And I don't want this guy. Not at all. It makes you crazy to see glimpses of the guy I loved, only to be taken over by.... Ick.... That.
I counted 6 weeks from yesterday in my calendar. I wrote "hello from 2/10. Are you strong?" Then 6 weeks from that, and 6 weeks from that.
So when I look at that on those dates, I can remember how I felt yesterday, and compare. I certainly hope I am in much better place each time.
Plus, a psychic (last July)told me I was going to meet someone in June. And that I'd meet 5 potential guys from June through November. Ha. I thought she was crazy. But... Stranger things have happened. Shall I list some??? Nope- not going there.