Rzrback - It looks really difficult, but I agree with Starsky309 that you have to trust the process. From my reading of the success stories, your sitch is following the normal process. You know, many of us would really like to be where you are.
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"You can't start a fire sitting around, crying over a broken heart" - Bruce Springsteen.