Part 12 - Contents may vary

[edz]

Tis ok, my ms I know how to do that let me it for you, goes wild over time rhc.

That's why I tend to think that's not a smart one to date, no matter how much the ego wants to.

Yes worries me slightly that if w and I dont r and I look to a new r then I'm going to have to muzzle mr fixit to want to solve their problems as well as the codependency monster being caged up.

How about rhc as a buddy for now? May be nice for him too and may be a comfort if he's scared of committing too much as yet. Never know may become something else later. Despite some mental pictures (steady now) still trying to get an idea of your locale, is it very rural or are there new places you can get to go explore and see who you can meet, get new interests etc?

Of course also depends if thats what *you* want right now matey, are you happy just seeing the view for now? Nothing wrong with that, I get from your posting on the dream (not to mention some ive had) its tempting and comforting to just want to find and be with someone who wants to be with you too right now, one reason to take things slowly and decide what you want and why you want it