Well first chance to take a break and coffee, mmm coffeee.

Not much to report on, as posted went to bed early as I had an early conf call today. New laptop working but missing a lot of software which the desktop support team have so far failed to, well, support. Never mind enough to let me carry on.

Was not with it this morning, managed to nick the lobe on my nose shaving which always takes an eternity to stop bleeding as it flexes and starts again (just above the filtrum) also makes it itchy and if you rub it off we go again!

Did drop an extremely toned down card round to w while I know she is out with s at ice skating. Nothing mushy, no long rambling declarations of love or pursuit just a card aknowledging the day. Hard call to make as she tunes in and out but it felt the better option than not.

No "wife" or love yous at all just a valentine card to mark the day. We'll see if it was right or not I suppose.

So now just working, remembered to get the chicken out for a nice curry tonight which im looking forward to and other than that not much going on but work really.

Feel better in myself now, as V, toots, jim,ganb8te and more of you kind people mentioned need to find a way to sort the down swing when s goes back or if w & s visit and then go. Those are my "danger" times when I plumit. Sometimes I can just haul my sorry behind to the pool etc and work through but sometimes not, also need to watch out for comfort eating then - resisted it so far!

Anyway, people to do things to talk to....err no strike that, reverse it.

Catch you all later.


M:44, W:46, S:10
M 13 years, T 15
BD:23/7/2014
W/S Moved to MIL: 23/7/2014
My new place: 21/11/2014
W/S back to flat 22/11/2014
W coming closer, talking 4/2015
Piecing 5/2015
Moving in again 6/2015