As for the way you've been feeling: Don't be so hard on yourself. I've been at this three years longer and still have those feelings. Not as often as I used to, but I do. Time. Time is your friend and it will get better.
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How the pho did I get here???
Wow GB. I almost fell off of my chair when I read that. I've spent the last week asking myself that very question. Really.
You will be fine. It just takes time.
Sending a hug and shoulder rub your way...
Tad
P.S...how was your day?
Currently: M 57 XW 58 Sons 39,34,32,30
The Sitch: Married 26 years EA w/ OM 9/10 Bomb 10/10 (5 weeks after 25th anniversary) Sep 12/10 She wants D 1/11 W files 5/11 D final 10/11 XW marries OM 6/13