Thanks for checking in! Appreciate all the feedback that I get. Just took a little hiatus for awhile.
Thanks for the positive words of encouragement. I know I'm going to be ok too. It's my little ones that I worry about. My D6 told me today it feels like I love them more than their Mom. That's a horrible thought process for a young one to be going through. I reassured her that we both love them all so much, but it broke my heart...
Sandi, they do stay with her on a split schedule. Trying to work with a mediator to allow her to have them one on one until she is healthy, as three children is too much for her to handle. She acknowledges this, saying she is sorry she doesn't have the skills to be a mom. However the financial implications seem to prevent her from agreeing, although I have suggested we could avoid those. She has also cried to me that she is not my problem anymore, that she feels horrible for abandoning the kids like she was as a child, and that no one understands her. Of course then she will be ranting about how I've caused all of this. Anyways it's a topsy turvy world out there for me with her interactions right now.
I'll keep up semi regular updates, and I'm always lurking around here.
