Survived the rollercoster by getting off it

[Ggrass]

That's how my life was sort of set up with stbx.

We kept some stuff separated due to being married before, each of us wanted long term but wanted it done differently.

For me this time will be really different, like you would love some one male to go out with occasionally perhaps 2x per week. My take on that was the few blokes I had eyes on that I found interesting, I wanted to just get to know a bunch of them.

Not sure if that's disrepectful, I know what the young set do and that is not me!

Ons, lots of regular Freinds with benefits? um no lots of plutonic mates yeah, can do that.

I do not need to be cheated on again. I am struggling to figure out where that line is and what's socially ok and what's not.