Rysin, you're honestly really impressive. It's very hard for a "newbie" to go even this long with "nothing" - no reactions, no responses, no communication - from W and keep going on the same path anyway.
But "nothing" is a helluva lot better than throwing yourself at her and getting what would come from THAT sort of action. You seem to "get" this.
Take this to the bank: If your W doesn't come back around, she's a fool. And she's missing out.
And if that's the case? The next girl who comes around to you is going to land herself a gem.
Remember that. And stay the course, bro.
M: 40 H: 44 Married 14 years S11 & D6; D20 & D19 from previous M 2BDs/PAs, 8 years apart Piecing: April 2014