So today marks 1 year that H told me he didn't love me anymore and wanted a divorce. Is it a wonder I'm so confused?!?!
Did(tried to do) something stupid and hope it doesn't bite me in the butt. Where H is going this weekend is really eating at me and it's going to be tough, I would say if I knew for sure he was going to meet an OW that it would definitely push me more towards being done. With that being said, I tried to log into his Skymile acct, I was on it a few days ago, and it seems the password has been changed. Definite red flag. At any rate I may have locked his account with too many attempts. Not good.
Had an interesting conversation with my sister tonight. H has a lot going on right now with his back, job and lawsuit I don't even know if he is giving our M (or lack of) much thought. Going back overseas would be an easy way out for him for sure but he's kind of closed that door for himself. I've been trying to figure out what to do but my sister suggested instead of trying to have a conversation with H about OR I simply let him know that "I know he has a lot on his plate right now and don't know what I can do to help but that I love him and I'm in his corner." I'm not sure if this is pursuit or not but it is definitely a 180 for me.
Me-44 (45) H- 50 (51) M-'96
S-18(20)D-15(17)D-12(14)
BD Feb 2014 (he works overseas) home Oct(sep rooms) (EAs possible Pa's unconfirmed) insists wants D through July 2015 no more talk of D since
