I guess I declined enough times and STBX got the point. He text me tonight to see if I wanted him to bring any food home for me but I didn't get an invite. I know that was the whole point but I feel so much anxiety about him not asking. As if I have lost another chance to reconcile when I know that's not what was happening.
Why am I so delusional? I still think there is a chance when deep down I know how much damage has been done. I saw him at a. Work meeting today and it's just so odd. This man used to be the closest person to me and now he is nothing but a stranger. It's like a death and I don't know if I will ever stop mourning. I just wish I knew if he felt a fraction of the hurt I'm feeling.
M12 Kids 2 ILYBINILWY 08/05 Reconciled 05/06 S07/12 Moved back 03/13 Separated Again 06/24/13 Back Again (his choice) 02/14 Leaving again 03/23/14 DIVORCED 02/15
