Devastated Husband; Need Advice...Part 2

[TLEE86]

Cruddy day, no real reason. Wanting an end to all the drama, but I feel like it's on me. W completely feels like she is the victim and blogs about how stressed she is...simply don't understand this but never will.

I'm torn between wanting all this communication because I enjoy talking to her but yet just wanting room to breathe. Nothing I'm doing seems to be helping W realize how much I am trying to support her. Seems like I'm just taken for granted and she just asks me to do more ie look into schools that she's thinking of going to

Idk if I should justt go dark for a week and see how it goes, but at the same time idk if I have it in me since I enjoy our conversation

I hate the person I'm becoming because I feel hopeless, lost, insecure and someone without direction. I've never been like that.

GAL is a joke. I'm in the field almost very day so when I get home I just sleep. Seriously just dislike who I am because this is not me. Someone who used to be so take charge has now been reduced to this. And I don't know how to fix that