It's just an ideal I had to control what I can control,

Which is me.
I don't tell them anything, I don't lie, but db says create mystery. You know they whole attitude shift seems to be working on men, slowly rhc, slowly the testicle one, slowly the train driver.

What I do do is go out looking my best, I wont leave the house without being dressed well and war painted.

Even the gossip had to be touchy-feely and he couldn't resist asking. The whole db attitude and it's more an attitude it works because of human nature.

I had a really nice Dream last night, there was a new bf, he was sweet and hugging me. Man it's been a really really long time.

On the weight loss I was in the bmi range at the beginning where I was comsidered lap band material. I'm still at 32, 30 is considered obese.

I had a lot to loose and still could loose 20kg and be outside (just) my healthy weight range. So I am half way and it's been a year or just over. I think the middle of the year I lost my way and while I was toning I wasn't loosing much.

Last edited by Ggrass; 02/11/15 01:47 AM.
M 46 h54
Both married before
T 11y
Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads!
Ms 18 hs 26