Maybell XXIX

[Ggrass]

I wasn't clear in what I typed, but that hospital story was while we were together in The years he considered perfect. The years I didn't rock the boat so much, stayed low maintence and did all the r lifting.

But maybell I know, I have read what you typed and so many times I felt unqualified to answer anything other than I know, I was you, I was there, I have walked that road.

Trips and events that were about me became about h bad behaivour, lack of support and total lack of emtional contribution. My ll is quality time, but the times I needed him just to be there, do nothing, be nothing just there he didn't get my need.

H could voice his need and expected it done but couldn't get why I would need anything.
Seems in some the idea of reciprocation is sadly lacking.