V. I am trying to relax. Lol I get really scared when I start dating. I know myself well enough to know this. I have been in daily text contact with my date. He is not pushy just checks in. He's finishing his work set after tonight and I have one more night in mine. Will hopefully see him on our days off for a third date. Will up date.
I've still been working out, went to visit my daughter ( took SD), enjoyed an evening at my brothers watching the Grammys.
SD knew I was on a date and was very happy for me. She is 13 now and even though she was hopeful when her D. Seemed to be getting closer to me a couple months ago she doesn't want him dating and me not. She told me she told him I was dating. She said now he can think about you dating. I didn't know he knew. That means he knew I was on a date when he texted me. What an a$$. He's been dating someone now since Dec but can't leave me alone as I try to move forward.
Ggrass I am happy to just hang out with friends too. Dating would be the icing on my already wonderful cake if it works out. I've realized I quite like living on my own. I would like to date a couple times a week and maybe have a long term relationship. I don't however see myself remarrying or living with someone again.
Jbird thanks for checking in. : )
Me 52 H 44 T9 M 5 BD 12/11 H split 8/12 OW moved in 12/12 OW gone for good 6/14 We get closer again 9/14 SD 13 Me 4 Grown
Accept what is...let go of what was and have faith in what will be.
