So I am divorced.

[lost18]

I think you're doing great. It's ok feel to down, I'd be worried if you didn't. Just don't live there (like me lol)


"However, my motivation for this change is the hope that somehow she finds the way home, and not me."

I think this is normal, as long as your changes are things that you WANT to change and aren't going against your morals and values. Keep living your changes and it will eventually be more and more about you and less and less about her.