I hope you are feeling better now. It is so very hard when your life and family are turned upside down. Just do your best to take care of your son and yourself. One thing I tell myself is I have a 100% track record of getting through tough times. Somehow, things do workout.
I am also new and still on moderation - hoping to get off soon so I can post and maybe get some help.
Me: 53, Wife: 49 Separated November 24, 2014 I think we are piecing. She wants to stay married/committed & LAT (Living Apart, Together)