It's OK to feel that way sometimes. Divorce suucks...and it should suuck! Deep wounds and sadness will raise their heads periodically. What we all lost was important. I too, don't miss all the b.s. of my W and the tiptoeing etc but I do miss being a family sometimes, I miss that feeling that at least one part of my life was secure...wrong, but it was nice to think that. So feel it, let it go and move on and boil some bunnies lol!