Susana (2) - Learning to detach

[Ahoy]

Susana, You're still early in this process, and everything you are feeling is very common and to be expected. It's a cheeseless tunnel to try to figure out why he's made his choices. Instead, focus on making your life better for yourself without him. If you don't see him again after separation, it will be a blessing because then he won't be able to mess with your head. I know you don't feel that way right now, and the thought of not seeing him again is painful, but it truly is a blessing to have him be completely out of your life. You will get to a better place with your emotions. Trust that you will.