Sorry to hear you had a rough day. Makes me scared about starting AD but it'll get better I hope. Something you have to get through. Going through those feelings a second time stinks, but maybe you know better how to deal with it.
Don't take my experiences as what would necessarily happen. I am very sensitive to medication so I expected going in any side effects I had would be pretty bad. I don't know if it's like that with everyone, but I was told there's a transitional period. I still think it's worth chatting to your doctor about.
Re: the job, I think you should look for something that would make you happy. It doesn't sound like you want to go back to playing poker, so what do you want to do?
Me 28 / H 28 M 1 / T 2.5 BOMB 12-3-14 "I don't feel like myself any more" Still living together, separate rooms.
