Oh, my friend, you are going round and round in circles..you are going to make yourself crazy.
Ok, so, does it sound normal to you...how he's acting, what he looks like? He is in crisis, M. It is so plain to see. He took a peek out of the tunnel..because he was pushed out some from the shock of the baby and then he jumped back in because he felt everything was getting out of control.
But the truth is...that it doesnt matter. The reasons, what he feels about her, who she is, what she does, what it means..it all doesnt matter. Because this crisis has to run its course.. without interruption. It just does.
No amount of you obsessing is going to change it. No words or actions are either.
He is broken, Mighty, and only he could fix him. He is in pain. He hurts and he doesnt know why. He is running every which way to stop the pain. It doesnt give him a free pass on his actions. He still has to own those. But it is an explanation. You dont act like he has, how he is, if you arent reeling.
You can get caught up in it and have it spin you round or you can get the heck off the ride, Mighty.
You want to understand something that is impossible to make sense of because it's his crisis.
You have the power here. You get to choose how you live your life. Choose you, Mighty. Choose you.
