I had THE most amazing day with D7 today. After an absolutely horrid day/night yesterday with her it was a welcome and refreshing change.
It. Was. Amazing.
I really, really needed it. And so did she. It was awesome. I'm going to think about it all week.
After last night's horrific nightmare I was talking to stbx on the phone and he was a great listener. He was supportive and encouraging and it REALLY helped me. It's strange to see the good in him right now given that I've been staring into a dark rainy cloud that is our impending divorce (that I've still not discussed with him because that would mean progress and I'm not there yet... funny how I was so afraid of limbo and now i'm afraid of getting out of limbo...). I appreciate it though and I told him that. He was really there for me when I needed someone last night and no one on this planet understands how hard D7 can be when she's at her absolute worst except him (and only since BD but I'll take it).
Anyway, great day. Hoping to take this into the next week! I could really use a change and starting this week off well with D7 is REALLY helping.
