Part 12 - Contents may vary

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Thanks all nope would have thought no way would this have have happened even as close as just before Christmas. As I said no idea where w is in her mind and feelings but certainly she can't be hanging on to the concerns she had at least not to the same levels.

Well tucked s up and...you can all guess where I am right now (although may not be wise to let some of you have a free guess ) yes under the throw.

Well didn't get to the gym or swimming with everything else today but barely touched a chair today so plenty of exercise and gal with s. Also managed housework, fresh sheets on s's bed and mine, cooked a roast dinner and tomorrow's casserole as well as new clothes for s new bedding for s and a couple of new blue with subtle check shirts for me and a couple of dark crimson t shirts and tops.

Soo busy busy day. Can't believe its neatly ten at night!

I'm a happy daddy tonight, have money issues and id like a direction with other aspects of my life or at least some idea as to what w wants for her future but its all ok for this evening. S has a cough on the go which has me a little concerned but he's had some cough medicine, has no temp (yes made sure I have a thermometer - call me too organised) and apart from the cough has been in fine form.

Interesting that he's showing a lot of signs of independence that I dont remember showing until my teens, before bd I'd have exploded at some of the pushing he does from time to time (e.g. not coming off screens etc and saying yes ok I'm off when he's not) normal stuff for his age, no stress now, just had a calm conversation, we discussed it and moved on no fuss.

I noticed he says I love you daddy a lot now, just reassure him when he does and lots of hugs. He seems a happy munchkin. There's undoubtedly a lot of processing going on but he seems happy.


Anyway been a good day, good weekend. Had s since 5:30 friday. I wonder what impossibility will change next? And no, no expectations just curiosity