Today was TOUGH. The ADs are definitely getting me down, I feel as low as I did just after BD and didn't leave the house all day. But the doctor told me to expect this for the first couple of weeks, so I'm trying to ride it out but it's really hard feeling this down again. Kind of glad H is out of town on ski trip because it would be hard to fake PMA around the house right now.
I'm feeling quite down because I don't know if I've made any progress. Although people have told me I have, it's hard to see from where I'm standing. And I know I shouldn't keep looking to see if H has noticed but I am curious whether he's noted any changes in me and I really can't tell if he has. I struggle with knowing how to measure what's working if I don't look at H's reactions...
Me 28 / H 28 M 1 / T 2.5 BOMB 12-3-14 "I don't feel like myself any more" Still living together, separate rooms.