I seriously just cant believe this. I mean. I feel so out of control of my life. Again. I hate this. I just want to tell him it's so messed up. I want him to see what he is doing. I want him to see her for who she is---- AGAIN.
How can he do this? Why the heck would he go back there? I am so confused. It does not make any sense at all.
He is trying to do it right this time with a new family. That makes me so mad.
What is wrong with him? Crisis-schmisis. He knows better. He does. He knows what he is doing is wrong. It's hurtful. He does not look one ounce happy. Is he happy there? Does he really think she changed? Sure she is a peach now... bc she has what she wants! A new baby, her son, and him!
I can't imagine him running again. No matter how tormented he is there. I don't think he has it in him to do it again to another family.
