Same here. Up and down constantly. It's normal. But toots is right, they become less frequent. Up = GAL, being away from W. Down = Being home, after contact with W, mornings, not eating enough. Sometimes I just feel like 'How in the damn wide world can someone put you through this? Do they have any idea?' This selfishness is sickening but I know WAS is most likely miserable too.
You started antidepressants? I heard it usually takes 2-6 weeks before they start working. I might get on some too. I'm at the point where I think it's worth a try because I feel like my life got sukked out of me. I'm not the same person.
Sunday should be big GAL day, or I usually fall into a deep whole, just being at home. I feel distant to W, but I'd love to fall in love with her again
Me 32 (German) Wife 28 T 3yrs M 2yrs Moved to US for W No kids BD 6/2014 In house separation Confirmed EA 1/2015 (ongoing since BD) OM not ready Real D talk started 1/27/15
