Thanks for checking on me. I'm ok, Have lots to say but really don't feel like it at the moment. Iraq probably won't happen and I don't think he's very happy about it. I think he was frustrated and pulled the trigger on something that he can't undo (work related) and it will affect his future employment.

At this point I just don't see him ever being open to working on our M. I just don't know what he is thinking about how this is going to work, I need more and don't know how long I can do this. Glad I have an IC appt on Monday, I don't know that she's giving me solutions but at least it's a place to vent and get another POV.

I'll check back later and try to give more information.

Me-44 (45)
H- 50 (51)
M-'96

S-18(20)D-15(17)D-12(14)

BD Feb 2014 (he works overseas)
home Oct(sep rooms)
(EAs possible Pa's unconfirmed)
insists wants D through July 2015
no more talk of D since