Part 12 - Contents may vary

[edz]

sounds an interesting person to share a meal with toots.

Yup good day. Chilling out you'll never guess where..yup under the throw on the sofa

Both worn out today, not sure on tomorrow since I'm not sure how w will be. Sent her an email this evening saying I hope she feels better I'd dropped another bottle of wine off for her for the weekend so I hoped she enjoyed it and let me know if she needs anything and what sort of a time she needs s back.

It is indeed an interesting turnaround. A few weeks or months now ago you may remember I had a call with her on the fact that I knew s visiting was an issue for her which she denied. I said no, it is an issue, I knew why - I dont deny my issues before bd and god only knows how hard I've worked to turn that around with s - it does seem regardless of our r w has seen that. Could all change on a pinhead as always nothing is set in stone but this kind of situation with s staying would have been unthinkable, w calling and chatting for 45 minutes, calling for breakfast and coffee, having wine noooo way 2 sentence texts was it.

I try hard not to read into it, yes its improving but its easy to slip into thinking it means w is changing her thoughts on r and m which of course is not necessarily the case. I have to be careful on my expectations which can make it difficult sometimes as change can seem really close when it may not be.