Rehearse for spew. That sounds so gross. I hate the word spew.

What can I say about telling the kids she's dating? If I don't mention it, I don't think they will either actually. Maybe they think it'll all blow over, but teling them I'm thinking of leaving is something I wish I'd kept under my hat now.

If I stay away next weekend, I'm not sure what her reaction will be as she's a big believer in birthdays and hers is on velentine's day. We always went out to celebrate her birthday and not valentines day.

I saw on the calendar she's marked down a friend of hers who lives in London. Looks like shes planning a visit. She hasn't told me she wants to do this though. So that's a double.


M: 57 / EW: 52
T: 21, M: 8
S: 18, S: 15
Bomb: 1 Jun 14
EA Aug 2014 I think
PA Feb 2015 possibly sooner