You're 100% right and I suppose you just summed up all my fears, my sitch, and I wasn't quite ready to face that. Thank you for pointing out what exactly it is that I'm up against it has already helped me to understand where I'm at.
This am Wife just told everyone she is s ending night at Ts house our son is hurt by this and said me and dad and S will do something fun without you, since you don't want to be with us, jaw dropper. I was stoic and she set the mood with him right out of the gate this morning.
On the other hand I've run feels good and chit chatted a bit t w/W about her dinner last night with her friends. Was a pleasant with her and reinforced my happiness for her having some fun after a tough week.
Me 41 Wife 38 T20 M13 S8 D3 Bomb 1/26/15 A confirmed 2/19/15
