A new M--a new me, a new him!

[reachingHigher]

I need a little attitude adjustment :-)

Everything has been going great!

H & I have been working on getting our house ready for sale and I listed it 2 days ago. Yesterday I had 3 showings on it!

B/c I knew there w/b a lot of activity on it I declined to go to a wine share event with H yesterday evening.

Well, H wanted to go and stay out all night with his guy friends, I said I wasn't comfortable with that, and that's all I said about it. H told his guy friends "she doesn't like the idea" but went anyway.

I don't exactly know what they did but I know H stayed over his friend's house in the guest room.

He texted this morning and said he is on his way home.

Problem is....my emotions are high...feeling sad...remembering bad times during MLC. I am not a guy. I am not a guy who went through a MLC. I don't understand why a guy would do this.

I am positive H isn't hiding anything. I am positive he is in love with me. But for some reason he wanted to show his independence.

So....how do I receive H when he comes home? I feel a small amount of bitterness. I stayed and showed our house and he went and partied.