Mighty the anger is good it will help guide you forward. You don't need or deserve all his confusing crap.

He is only thinking of himself and Doing whatever suits him. I understand the disappointment and the adjustment to not speaking to him. It's hard but in the long run you are better off not having as much contact. He just drags you into his shite pile when you do.

Plan a little holiday or something in the near future that you can look forward to.
Sending big hugs your way

Me 52 H 44
T9 M 5
BD 12/11 H
split 8/12
OW moved in 12/12
OW gone for good 6/14
We get closer again 9/14
SD 13 Me 4 Grown





Accept what is...let go of what was and have faith in what will be.