I don't get it. Are you trying to save your M? You do realize that a big portion of the problem seems to stem from your anger, right? Knowing that, we can help you figure out the best plan of action.
But if you don't want our help in saving your M, that's your choice.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.