Thanks Gwen and Rock. Gwen, I feel happy in the sense that I'm grateful to be healthy, have 3 wonderful kids, a good job and fantastic friends and family. That is a great deal to be grateful for I believe.
However, honestly, I feel like a small train wreck. I've never been promiscuous-I've only been with a few people. And this may sound absolutely crazy...it's like I've said before. I just want to be wanted. And (2x4 me) in control. I know I only control me. It's just that I am struggling with this feeling of being completely out of control of everything. I know I will get through it.
3 kids BD 12/15/13 (IDKIILY. ) Rope dropped Cirque du Soleil style D final 9-9-14 "Some people are born on 3rd base and go through life thinking they hit a triple." Barry Switzer
