Mighty, I know just how you feel. I didn't want to do battle, but I sure could envision running him over and then backing up and doing it again and again until I had squashed him like a bug.
Feel that anger, find something physical to do that will help release that anger and then let it go. That anger will help to push you forward.
You are going to be okay....let it all out!
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
