Thanks Zelda and Edz for your kind comments. Zelda, I don't think I've posted on your sitch, but I have been following with interest, and I have a lot of respect for how you are handling things....I'll keep reading and learning.
Edz, those memories that you can't dip into right now - I really get that. It's like touching a hot stove and going ouch! I also find it easier to think of the older stuff in our old house before we M. But when I think of newer things, that hurts much more. I also struggle to think of that period before BD when H was having an A and I didn't know.
I've had a better day anyway. I worked from home this morning, and then took the afternoon off and walked into town. Then off to M&D's this evening - just got back and poured a glass of wine....Busy few days ahead - lunch GAL tomorrow, Mum-sitting on Sun pm and working away on Monday..
T 13 M 7 Me 48 H 46 SS 15 BD 7.14 PA D final 5.16 (H filed)
We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus