Because we spoke of sadness, I decided to come on your thread to share that I'm crying a lot this afternoon, that I miss my W a lot today. I work from home so I can cry all I want in a way, but it's impeding my ability to deliver to my clients. And that's five months after the S. I've seen her on Tuesday for lunch and it brought me a few months back emotionally. Ironically, even if she was clear again that we're done for good, her difficulties have given me the impression that we will R and that is not helping me. She's back on the top of my mind, while I should be focusing on myself. Also, I'm picking up the kids this afternoon and it often makes me a little more fragile, nervous, because of the work and responsibilities it involves as a single parent.
I've cried every day for five months so far. I'm at a point where I avoid sharing as much as before about the sadness I feel. It's not because I censor myself, but because I don't want to focus on it, as everything is just fleeting moments anyway. But we're all different and at different stages.
So yes, many of us are sad. Share away.
M39 D6 D3 (at S) S 2014-09 D 2016-09
"You can't start a fire sitting around, crying over a broken heart" - Bruce Springsteen.
