I know what you mean, I quite deliberately put away a lot of w and I pictures and left the wedding album with WS wedding dress etc. Doesn't stop memories though, tend to remember our early days before stress started kicking us and bad decisions some of which weren't ours meant financial problems.
Those memories I love but I can't dip into right now, I may want to some day. But the fact remains that w was not like that over the past few years not all on her lots on me but I also remember those times and a lot of the time this is less painful than those moments were.
It'll be better with w or without with someone else or without it will get better. I hold on to that.
Hold on in there toots you're doing great
M:44, W:46, S:10 M 13 years, T 15 BD:23/7/2014 W/S Moved to MIL: 23/7/2014 My new place: 21/11/2014 W/S back to flat 22/11/2014 W coming closer, talking 4/2015 Piecing 5/2015 Moving in again 6/2015