I am just going to write this out here -- kind of like saying it out loud publicly...

I don't deserve any of this. I deserve so much better -- to be treated better, to be loved better, and to be able to believe and rely on the promises/vows that are made to me. :-)

That really did make me feel a tiny bit better...

Me 48, Her 50
(Same-Sex Couple)
3 Children
Together: 9.5 years before BD
BD: Week of 10/27/14
ExW started EA w OW 9/2014
ExW married OW 12/2015