Thank you edz...i have read your posts and try to keep up with them. I will go back through as i need that reinforcement. It's like I know what the right thing to do is but i'm fighting myself over it. I'm so incredibly lonely as I'm sure are many/most people on this forum. I just need to convince myself there is light at the end of the tunnel. I'm about 1/3 into DB book so I need to press on. I see my IC in an hour so I'll share with her as well. A couple of weeks ago my WAW had said she would go see my C with me but I think her intentions would be to try to make me feel better about her not wanting M. That isn't going to help me. If she wanted to go and talk about us and steps I would be thrilled but I suspect that isn't the case so I haven't brought it up again.
I really do read each person's posts...become a sort of theurapeutic addiction for me I think as I know I'm not alone and somehow sharing pain seems to make things bearable at times.
M: 44 W: 45 Married 26 Together 28 D: 22, S: 18, S: 9, D: 7 S: 12/2013, seperate houses OM revealed first 10/2013, stopped seeing him OM revealed 1/2015, been going on for quite some time
