I know this feeling...Go back..read my early threads.
Its very very unlikely to help and you'll feel exactly the same or worse while writing it and afterward.
Please shout at furniture scream have a conversation with yourself first it will help more. This is something to talk about but not where you are right now. I know it hurts so much but you will grow through it.
Hold on in there..
Last edited by edz; 02/06/1506:58 PM.
M:44, W:46, S:10 M 13 years, T 15 BD:23/7/2014 W/S Moved to MIL: 23/7/2014 My new place: 21/11/2014 W/S back to flat 22/11/2014 W coming closer, talking 4/2015 Piecing 5/2015 Moving in again 6/2015