I'm really struggling with a desire to write WAW a letter acknowledging the things I saw in our M which I believe led us to where we are, I've not necessarily acknowledged any of this although I have told her I understood there were many things that I didn't do correctly in our M and would change if given the opportunity.
I know the response from this forum would be not to write anything as it won't make a difference. I like many men would clam up and not talk if we had differences, she felt/feels I'm passive agressive which I agree I have been on occassions and i do worry that she may see my NC as another passive/agressive approach even though that's certainly not why I'm staying away.
BTW, i can't hardly turn on the radio anymore. Can't anyone write lyrics that don't somehow make you feel bad and realize what you've lost?
M: 44 W: 45 Married 26 Together 28 D: 22, S: 18, S: 9, D: 7 S: 12/2013, seperate houses OM revealed first 10/2013, stopped seeing him OM revealed 1/2015, been going on for quite some time
