Thank you Paul, I appreciate your advice and input. I did go last night to watch a bunch of co-workers bowl and had a pretty good time. Actually had a female co-worker who somehow seems to know what's going on tell me she wants me to meet a friend of hers. I said thank you but I'm not ready for that just yet. I need to keep reading and learning to change me for the better.
It's Friday and unfortunately i don't have any GAL plans for this weekend which has me a bit stressed as I don't want to just sit around thinking, no good comes of that.
today is day 9 of NC...I do hope for the day I don't count the days. I really miss my kids as I haven't seen them since Monday morning and I used to always stop and see them on my way to work on the weeks she had them, funny how just a quick hug and telling them I love them and have a good day at school did the trick. Not seeing or hearing from them has been very hard on me this week.
At this point I need to get through the weekend and through next week (valentines day).
M: 44 W: 45 Married 26 Together 28 D: 22, S: 18, S: 9, D: 7 S: 12/2013, seperate houses OM revealed first 10/2013, stopped seeing him OM revealed 1/2015, been going on for quite some time
