so no discussion ended up taking place last night. W was tired and went to bed early.

while in the shower she asked if I wanted to meet for lunch today before the mediation session. not sure why she wants to do that but I guess there is no harm in grabbing a bite to eat. if nothing else gives me the opportunity to be more open and show her that I do have emotion and that we can connect.

interesting also this morning that as we were going through the normal morning routine with the kids she kind of half jokingly said "remind me again why we had kids?" a littel bit later I responded with "I guess we had kids so that we could always have our own private circus. never a dull moment"


Me-48,W-51
M-22,T-24
S- 18,16,9
Feb-Jul '11 Away from Home, after initial B date
Aug-Dec '11 Back at Home on couch
Dec '11-now Same bedroom, room mates only
Dec '14 W files initial D paperwork