I think all your feelings a very normal and to be expected. I know I didn't like it when my ex appeared to be moving on and dating when I wasnt. It has taken me until now 2.5 yrs later to think I've got to get out of my comfort zone and start dating!
One thing the new OW's don't and won't have is the history between you and hubby. You are still young and when the time is right you will love again.
Me 52 H 44 T9 M 5 BD 12/11 H split 8/12 OW moved in 12/12 OW gone for good 6/14 We get closer again 9/14 SD 13 Me 4 Grown
Accept what is...let go of what was and have faith in what will be.
